I will protect you

How great it is when someone say that 'I will protect you' when you NEEDED it the most. When the time is right and someone say that to you. WOW~~~ Its will be so heart warming. 
When you forget to bring an umbrella but someone will say 'I'll protect you' Just with and umbrella. It will be touching.
When you are so sick that you felt so tired you cant barely move to do your work and there'll be someone saying ' I'll protect you, just rest to get better'.
When you are afraid and scare of the thunder or results in your life, there is someone who will say ' I'll protect you and be here with you'. It will be so good.
When you did something wrong and you blame yourself for it and there is someone who'll say ' I'll protect you. Is ok just try it next time. You can!'. Even you feel down but the sentence make you at least minimize the hurt.


There are many situations that we can did good things to others. Not when someone asked about it but is the observations that we did. Don't care how many things will you get back in return but just help because there is a need to do it. By doing that. no matter how tired u are, the passion keeps u running. 
Raining again now...So i miss someone!!! Posted this title because i loved the picture. So touching..Sweet~~

Current feelings

I'm currently in this position. Happy~~Loving~~Comfortable~~ And yet is not a good feeling. Having all these mood in other things is good but not in a relation. Don't know what my mind is thinking. I truly understand we started as friends. I like it. Uni life with so many things and stress but there is someone that who looks like a best friend and share the moments and a passion together. 


This makes my life easier and even funnier than all those journal reading Master students lifestyle. I scared that  i'm being comfortable with this situation that I grab it and don't wanna lose it. Then it will be a problem. I'm very conscious of what I am doing. But sometimes emotions may take over consciousness. Oh god....


There is been long time i've never felt this friendship feeling. I do have frens but sometimes we just go into their world not sharing the same world in common. How i wish to be greedy and grab it. Still laughing at myself and wondering this become an issue to me. 


If we hug a guy or kiss a guy cheek, do we reli need to be his GF to that? Well i'm not thinking the answer is YES. Why cant i gave my best fren a hug when he is guy? Why I can giv him a goodbye kiss ? Guys are human too. Maybe is just not decent. Thats all I can get in my mind. 


LOVE doesnt matter where u are, which religion u came from, which family you belongs too or how much is your salary. It just need a heart that willingly to share out the love. And in return you have many many LOVE.

LOVE fills up all the empty part in our life.

Why???

Saturday afternoon and that is my post for today. Why oh why???? There is so many things in this world that left us wonder why it happened. Some may gave excuses and some may came out with proof. But we never knew how truth is it and how false the statement is. 

Government in every country need to tell lies so that a better future for the citizens could be achieved. Teacher tell good lies to students so that they won't got too disappointed when they got low marks. Couple lies to each other as a way to make everything goes smoother. We lies to friends sometimes because we scare that the truth will make us become enemy. So if God ask us in every religion not to lie, then why everyone still do it??? Sometimes we may ask ourself and others about this question, but what we got is just a comfort answer to the question. 

The main reason I wrote this post today is because I'm figuring whether i'm too naive when ppl is talking how bad my friends is to them. But I knew her and I don't have any matter with her. Well, there is some but for me  is not very important so i erased it. Telling myself I shud not judge anyone as I'm not that good too. So am I naive??? Or izit because they have miscommunication about the problem? Being a person in between and knew about the problem makes you felt lost. To believe or not to believe becomes a matter.  

So if I chosed to be in the neutral side izit better? I don't wanna be bias. And I don't want to knew too much past. The current person that I knew may be the one who changed from what happened in her past. I had a past that is BAD too. Everyone does... By looking neutrally, everything looks better. Hope so. In the end of this world being in heaven with God matter more than everythings. So, is ok that I knew it and the WHY gave me a lot dllema but it would be locked in a place that I shud not drag it out. To ensure it remain a secret. I'm an adult right now and shud be making the right choices. Not a kid that depends on what other tells me. 

To be silent does'nt mean they are stupid, but is a wiser steps to make a better way.

A NigHt WiTh 'BiG BeLlY BoY'

Big Belly Boy had a big big belly (just a joke )...Introduce to you my fren BIG BELLY BOY!!! Or shud I say my senior...He is same age with me. A malay guy whom had darker skin color as he is a Mamak. He is passionate in helding activities and programme...He is particular in handling works ( I mean reli reli de particular till we cant stand him ) 

So We've been together as fren since Dinner KDO starts. The journey I reli understand who is him and His background. Our relation as a FREN to an INTIMATE fren ( PLS dun ever think I had feelings with him, No WAY! JUS FRENSSS) . We talked and spend many times around since then. And that makes us realise we do hav things in common and its our PROBLEMS. Hate to admit it but its true. Our family matters that keep haunting us. But mine is worse than his.

So the night we spend because he wants to share his problems so we decided to went to McD early in the midnight till 4am!!!! Can't believe it. We didn't even talked about the problems but jus chit chatting and online. Well UKM line sucks... That nite was the last nite we could be together before each of us head back to our own world. The world where we left for a long time, and its hard to face it. Especially after we spend most of the time with different people and Now we need to face a different people for a LIFE TIME.

So I had my McFlurry Oreo and he had his Orange juice ( which is sour to him ). Cozy and relaxing surrounding... I think its hard when we had to say GOODBYE but without GOODBYE there is no way we met each other. I enjoyed the moment with Big Belly Boy as he always say how handsome he is, how macho or stylish he is...And guess what, He even called himself OSCAR WINNER!!!  Gosh... But that the moment I remembered him the most. Best of luck for BBB in everything. 

* My McFlurry Oreo and Laptop obviously FB-ing

* Big Belly Boy is Him 

* Makes me wait 15min and keep talking and talking like he always used to be ( mulut murai sgttttttt)

Fabulous Outing

Gonna use BLUE color for my post tonight coz its my favourite color! Well today is Wednesday that means It's Pink Day for BR ( my all time favourite ), Ladies night for sing k, cheap movie tickets and SPEND MONEY DAY! Coz there are so many gd things of course wednesday is the best day for outing. However, I onli went to sing k at GreenBox Cheras Selatan with Mun Lee ( roommate ), Wai keet and Phui See coz JG dumped me again coz he had meetings. 

* My look for tat day...Getting fatter and chubby adiiiiii....

So we booked our room for 4ppl at 5pm to sing k...Is my all time favourite...I still remember i sing for 5hours non stop and still alive.Hoho....I like singing a lot not tat my dream to become singer bt I jus LOVE to sing...How is my voice??? I'll say is not bad....Wan to hear me sing??? U are most welcome!!!! Continue my story bout the outing.... So we ate KFC b4 singing and it jus repeated the same things we did the last time we went out together. Coincidence tat is nt so coincidence coz the rest of the day we reli did the SAME thing...Then we went to Watson coz still got 20min b4 our sing k activity starts and PS with WK saw one interesting thing...Is blacky and with holes and 3of us is using it but in a different design. Is a SPECTACLE  with many small holes on the glasses part... It stated is Good for eyes tat are short sighted and..... Worth RM 79.90 U'll understand wat I mean after u saw these pic....And when u wear it, U found it so unbelievable tat actuali U can see things like u wear spec...

* PS with her cool look

* WK with his happy smile to hope tat the spec reli works

We waited Mun Lee which is late and then sing till 9pm. Many Hakka song today as WK and PS so so so de craving for it...And its jus so CLASSIC.(although is sound like they are singing faulty language songs ) Guess wat lucky things happened? The cashier jus count the price for 3 ppl although we hav 4ppl inside!!! Thats a GREAT GREAT things...U can hav a look at my frens 

 * Act cute de PS ( SKELETON )

 * WK in pink although no eat BR

* ML tat is not in gd condition tat day to sing k ( If nt u can see ARMAGEDON de performance by her )

After tat we walki around and at last all had no ideas wat to do so we head to eat. Noodles tat WK and PS introduce was nice! But sorry coz I forget to took the photo. Next time I will, Promise!!! The last happening ( nightmare ) tat happened is tat ML seems to driving like Initial D Takumi Fujiwara, the skilled is jus too GOOD till I cant reli describe. The actual story is ML too tired and ran over the red light. When she jus noticed she step hard on the brake tat makes her Wira to DRIFT !!!! It scare WK and PS in another car as well since they saw wat happen. Reli shud not ever ever let my roomie go out with me when she is tat tired. Or else, I either lose my life or i lose my soul coz adi wander out from my body with things like tat.

Tats all for today's blogging and I'm quite tired after Video cam with WK and PS to get some tips for slimming my arms...Hope it reli works or else i'm going to post a special Blog for her in here!!!!Hahaaha...This coming few days have more activities to come!!! Gute Nacht!!!

Malaysia VS Gossip Girl???

A few weeks past about the new saying how bad GG had affected our teenager life in Malaysia. Is staed NOT PROPER for teenager to woc because it will ruined their thoughts. I woc Gossip Girl since the first season. I jus love how the teenagers connect in the story from family, friends to love...For a person like me who fall in love with Romance story this is what I chosed. Seasons 1 about this story plays around High school in Manhattan's Upper Eastside New York city. And the secret in this drama lies within the so called Gossip girl that NO ONE EVER KNOW WHO....All the students get messages or text from this source tat tell every single story about the Hot boy and girls in tat city. The slogan always u heard is Scandalous life of Manhattan elite! The actor and actress in this story is AWESOME!!! Handsome, pretty, elegant, cool and wat else could u say..U'll jus love it after u step forward to hav a look on this drama.

• Serena Van Der Woodsen ( Blake Lively )
• Blair Waldrof (Leighton Meester)
• Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick )
• Nate Archibald (Chace Crawford)
• Dan Humphrey (Daniel Randolph)
• Jenny Humphrey

The prob is not about the storyline.... I'm wise in thinking ( at least nt stupid ). If U reli go through the story you will realise that the life in GG teached the teenager especially those who is richhhhhhh how to live a life to its fullest way. There is the plot of the story with beer, drugs and exchanging couples. But dun u think the teenager out there is not doing the same thing in Malaysia????? Pls la....Move forward a bit. It doesn't washed their brain about the REAL things tat is reli happening in this world. Jus tat we stayed in Malaysia doesn't mean the people here is more sincere or better than the Western. I'm proud of who I am but I need to update myself with wat is happening out there = cruel world....

In fact the latest episode i saw GG in season 3 told us to appreaciate ourself and love and friendship is reli important to help us get in line. U may cut all the 18sx scene but how bout internet?? Teenager access to it everyday and the more u stop them the more it will become worst. Its parents and ppl around the teenagers affect their life nt fully blame on drama. It may not be your cup of tea but it is for me....So, do woc this drma and I strongly recommend to all of u!!!  


JUS TELL ME WHO'S THE BEST COUPLE U LOVE AMONG THEM!!! I VOTE SERENA AND NATE!!!

Geng ati kering

Hello!!!!! Firstly thanks to my parents for giving birth to me, to my siblings tat keep on bully me although i'm the oldest among them ( I'm still young thou ) to my frens tat....Opppsssss...Wrong opening coz I jus active back here...Shud i post in BM or BI???? Depends on title i guess...So this will be BM to maintain the authentic of the text...

Ya tajuk ni Geng Ati Kering...Cik Rossoneri dlm blog dreamy tu ejaan ATI kering ya bkn HATI utk nmpk *special* geng ni...So let us jump kpd member dlm geng ini:

• Tauke @ Ketua = Cik Looby pejai yg slalu berangan2 dgn bolo-bolonya...Perwatakannya suka tukar bj. I ckp ni sbb ada satu kali tu Miss Pejai ni tertinggal stain kat bj kurungnya ( sgt sedikit sampai org lain pon tak nmpk ) pastu dia nak blk ke kolej yg dlm hutan tu semata2 utk tkr bj dan dtg blk ke kelas. Menurutnya, "kalau bj kotor mcm ni i tak le sembahyang". I la plk hairannnya gi tanya miss Kuey teow dan br la i tau tak de ajaran mcm ni...Mayb tu jus amalan dia kot. Tp apapon dia tetap tauke yg suka berangan!!!

• Seterusnya ialah pengikut skalian bg Geng ni... Kuey teow la...Miss Kueyteow ni dpt nama mcm ni sbb dia suka sgt mkn Kuey Teow kungfu tp muka sikit pon tak nmpk mcm kuey teow yg halus tu...Flashback story dia, dgn Si Apek ( jejaka pilihannnya DAHULU tp skrg Miss da berpunya ). Love story Miss Kuey Teow ni cikitttttttttttt pon tak mencabar...Miss tunggu dan tunggu dan tunggu je...Ok la puji je dia ni penyabar orgnya dr segi cinta. Tp dr segi behaviour dlm class....Pergh....Pemalu je..Pastu nak jdkan Lieza tu abgnya...Jeles btl...Pd halnya Miss ni da jd bini i...Mana blh berABG.2 dgn org lain... Rasa tak puas hati membara di dlm hati bagai Gunung berapi yg nak meletup

• Nextnya, namanya Kenit @ bdk kecik....Sbb ketinggiannya yg mengalahkn semua bdk dlm class Linguistik! Kenit ni tak abbis2 plk suka PLAN 'ronggeng' je...Gi shopping gi karaok and kalau kat Kajang je asyik main bowling je...No other choices. Mklmlah Kajang = Kampg Amat Janggal And Not Grand so tu jela tmpt yg ada utk buat aktiviti meronggeng. Kalau nak buat kajian statistik terhdp Kenit ni pasti berjaya sbb dlm 1 minggu tu hampir 5 ari bekerja dia gi Kajang je...Adalah mslh cinta yg menunggu atinya yg sunyi, konon nak dpt ubat utk kuatkn semgt studynya. Kalau nak tulis psl dia blh buat tesis jdnya...So dlm post lain je i cerita lebih lanjut

• Sampai la sy iaitu Ah Wan...Tak best btl nama ni sbb tak sesuai dgn watak I yg peramah, baik hati, bertoleransi, cantik, penyabar dan byk lg yg sewaktu dengannya. Hahaahhaha...Tu kena gariskn kalau tak ada je yg tak puas ati sbb jelessssss sgt sgt sgt. I je la seorg je Cina dlm Geng yg seperti telah Dimelayukan dgn tradisi member2 lain. Time sembhyg i la ingatkn, time nak buat sst tu i la tegur supaya tak buat dosa....Haha mmg kelakar komunikasi 2 hala antara I dgn member yg lain. Kalau nak tau satu ari bersama I tak pernah dia org gelak dgn Ujaran I yg istimewa itu...

• Miss Pontianak la next @ Rossoneri. Kalau nak tau dia lah membuatkn semgt i berkobar2 utk UPDATE blog ni...Katanya nak dpt duit utk belanja I mkn ice cream so dia kena active blogging slalu. Faizal tahir la i blh relate dgn bdk ni. Suka gila2 dia kata mamat tu...Ntah la...Taste dia. Pastu pandai plk berbhs Jepun dan ajar kita skali. Kalau org Jepun sblm mkn mesti ckp' ítadakimas', so Pontianak ajar la kita. Ada bdk namanya Pau plk blh buat transliterasi bunyi tu menjd 'cuci kaki dan tangan'.....Ntah la apa telinga dia dah jd sampai tahap mcm tu penafsirannya...Mungkin mkn pau byk sgt...Lg satu Pontianak ni la pembawa H1N1 dlm class kita...Kalau nak tau sepanjang thn dia batuk la selsema la...Ada je virus suka melekat kat dia...Suara pon time karok jdlah makin seksi...

• Member next i tak brp suka dan blh dikira sbg musuh tp dia ahli br kena masukkan jgk. Namanya Lieza atau Abg KC....Kata Miss kuey teow dia hansem...( Muntah i dgr!!!) Tp KC ni baik orgnya...Suka tlg kwn ( sbb tu miss Kueyteow I dirampas begitu shj ). Dia la photographer utk class br2 ni. Sbb dah nak grad dr sini so setiap masa kamera ada bersamanya...U panggil je ''Abggggggggggg......" then apa2 pon akan ditunaikannya...Tp suara kena gedik tau. Hahahahaha....

Tu la semua meber nya buat masa skrg...Tp member yg sikit ni bila berkumpul dah cukup blh buat lawak sampai perut pecah dan berguling2 di atas lantai...Nama Geng ini ada ciri ciri tertentu yg berpadanan dgnnya.

- sehati sejiwa antara ahli
- Ati kena 'keras'
- bunyi 'tonotonotono~~~''
- mulut laser
- Cinta bkn segala2nya
- berhati mulia
- Pandai mengumpat dan berjenaka!

Sbrg aduan oleh member Geng Ati kering mengenai tuduhan  atas tak akan dilyn...*PEACE*