Faithful I will Be

Jus heard the songs and this makes me decide to put the title of this post as 'Faithful I will be'.  So, what is faithful means to you? Does it means attaching urself to one in a long term? Or follow the decision made by the leader? There is many sayings about the word 'Faithful'. It always been define together with relationships and God. In this post i've been touch to talk about God.

The faihfulness from you to God is something you shud really think about. Many will says how to be faithful when we even cant see or touch God. Its not real... I cant feel it. But when you reli pray to the Almighty One and ask for help, cant you feel that He already touch your heart, already give you answer that He is by your side. The miracle of God is like mission impossible to us. We thank God when we manage to succeed in something, and remember to thank God too when you are a failure or sad. When we fail although we prayed hard for it, doens'nt mean God is not there. Its a challenge to make you a better person. And God surely know how much u can take. The limitations that we give to ourselves is just an excuse to make us feel better. You can question why you should be faithful to God?? Everyone does because we are human. But after rounds of questioning and wandering go get the answer.

It is the faithfulness that God give the blessings to us. Serve Him whenever there is opportunity. We often struggle to serve the God. There will be many circumstances around us. Or things which is out of our control. But stay calm. At this moment, you need to be faithful and patient. God won't left u aside like human does, God won't forget about you like human does. Because God always gave us hope, so we must gave others hope as well. 

Rather than staying at home and keep wandering what to do, why don't you get urself on charity. Help those who needs it, the environment issue, the child abuse, the human trafficking, the flood, the hunger, the orphans and etc..... If you would really into it, there are tonnes of work to be done. You may say its not your responsibility or you cant make a difference because you are too small. But isn't it the famous people and the successful that we read on the news were as small as us long time ago? 

Serving God is surely tired and difficult. He didn't promise that everything will goes smoothly. If we did'nt undergo obstacles, how would we be so thankful and strong later? Ponder on it. I've been serving God since 2 years ago. The miracles that He showed me make me become stronger, wiser, and better. I struggle a lot with human when dealing with God works, but how wonderful that He knew it and He heard my prayers that I could went through it. Its sometimes very lonely when serving Him, because most of the people only talk and talk rather than really doing it. You felt down, and lost passion and you pray. The moment you did that is the moment He do the magics. God is so great that i wanna give all the glory to Him.

If you are not a Christians or a Christians this is what I wanna say >>>

" When you started to make changes, you will be questioning by the ppl besides you, then you spread the answers, they will get influence by you, and you all did the same things with the same passion, then more of them got influence, and in the end you make the difference. No one know it, but its alright because the result give you a greater happiness than the popularity..." 

2010 Me

There have been a long time that I didnt even post in my blog. Maybe the laziness from holiday tat stops me. And now the busyness of my life makes me continued to write it back. My post ended with a gathering. Looking back at it a few months ago the holiday was quite good. Although i don't use to give myself the REAL holiday but this time it is. But its past tense. Currently in my 1st sem of master. Hmmmm~~Its hard and its reli difficult. I dunno why i took it when i can get work. Maybe is my dream, and I have the opportunity that God blessed me. What I can say, my results is good and i got 2 awards. I'm proud of myself and i dunno how i achieve it. But I'll give all the glory to God for he always make a way for me when I encounter problems. 

However I'm still the same. Wont think that i'm genius but always being humble because the world is too big. And when u think u achieve something, its just a tiny part of what really is in the world. Master is busy with reading journals and finding articles and doing assignments. But I promise myself a little bit more that i needed to do,, which is the society and environment. To the society, I participated a few volunteer work and that make my lofe feel even greater. For the environment, I'm really glad that I knew a fren called Bernard. He always have the passion to care for the environment. He's not saying it but doing it ALL THE TIME! I joined No-polystrene campaign and i just love it. When I have time thats what I'm trying to do. People may say, "There are many out there who keep destroying the Earth, so no need work so hard la bout it". But when a person started to have passion , it gives influence to ppl around him/ her. And this passion makes 1 person become a group and then a society. So, tell urself although is your 1 person work and no one notoce is alright. There is no point to proved to others for what you did. God will always know, and yourself will always feel the happiness.

Besides all these, I've take the promise to God. To serve him in his home. The church. I'll let God use me as he wants by participating in the church. Because he love me and he gave so many blessings to a sinner like me. Sunday School committee is not easy but it let me to be patience. I undergo many obstacles, but thats the way God test me in the path He walk with me.  After my baptist this month, I'm so happy. Now i understand why people who got baptist is so emotional. I understand and I feel the same way. 

My life now is fill with passion. Tired but i love it because my tiredness is going to the right place by helping others who need it.